Yes, they are true. But, it's up to you to believe or not... I'm all different after a good night sleep.....cause I kept telling myself that;
" this is a new day, and don't let anyone or anything to bring me down"
Oh, lemme just get straight to my point where the title is all about~ =p
One dayyyy~ It was Sundayy~ ok, whatever..
My mum brought me and mah sis to the city for some...I don't know...
My cousin is gonna marry soon and so, we went to his future wife's house and discuss whatever it is...and then, my mum drove us to somewhere very familiar...
At first, my sis and I thought it was our uncle's house...but then, the deeper we went, the weirder it seemed.. after that my mum just stopped there..
" where the hell is this? "
" It's our second house "
Yeahh...it was our second rent-house. We haven't had a house yet....until now. This is why my FU relatives...some....looked down on us, my family. But I would like to fuckin' thank them, as they indirectly fuckin' motivated me on my studies. On the other hand, the pressure is unbearable.
I remember, when I was still in primary school...I asked my mum, when will we have our own home....
" Maybe when you reached primary 6 or when you get into middle school "
But......now I'm in college...already =) I've been waitingggg....and waitingggggggg.....and waiting....for 7 years. No, no, don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't appreciate what I have now....or what I have today. But living in a house where no one really appreciates you...haha! it's tough.
Yesterday, my parents talked about the fucking rumors that is happening right now during dinner time....and voices get louder and louder. Luckily, it was twisted into jokes...*pheww
Oh gawddd! I'm off the topic again.... Every time, when we head to the city, I would ask my mum to show me our 2nd house is...but it was too far away...and my lazy mum is lazy -.-" hahaha!
And yeah, I remembered that, that house used to be clean and beautiful... There's a big garden with green grasses everywhere we turn. Mah sis and I used to run around, picking flowers, catching birds or play with whatever we grabbed... When it's night time, me and my family would go out for a walk, and there'll always be bats flying around the light pole. And when it's time to sleep, I would always run to my parents room with all my pillows and blankets I'd hugged, cause I was afraid of ghosts..
We had a neighbour.... her name is Emily. She's somewhere from the western.
At that time, she was about mah sis's age. Her parents were very welcoming and lovely. My sis and I always play with her in the house...building sandcastle, play dolls, jump around and all. Her dad had this cool camera where he always record 3 of us playing together.
I hope to see her again... but if I do, I wonder does she remember anything we had years back then..haha! cause she was tiny...
I've forgotten her face, but I know her name =)
So, all those lovely memories I still have with me, turned upside down after I saw what'd happened to that house where I used to live. The garden......the walls of the house.....are all deadly and looking stupid!! Wild and dirty ugly trees grew there... The house is all messed up..covered with fuckin' dirty black dirt. The gates are all destroyed. I was angry and upset....really. The place that I used to know, is now different. haha! I guessed I've forgotten that time flies damn fast..
I didn't take any pictures of the house, cause I was shocked, speechless and numb to move a muscle...
Here I am. Writing anything I could remember, cause I know maybe one day I would forget these happy memories I once had.. So, yeah..that's all! ^^ Thank you for reading! Jaja
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