They asked me to move on

Just now (16/9/13), after my school assembly, I went back to my classroom alone and just sit there alone. My friends were somewhere else, which I have no idea where they were. There were my other classmates whom I'm not close with. So yeah, my hand is on the table and my head is on top of my hand. My face was quite sour and confuse looking I guess?

I wasn't thinking anything, or I didn't even know what was I thinking.

I didn't know I actually looked like that, until my friend...a guy who I had a crush on ( and who had a crush on me too) came with his so-called girl friend, but they're not together.
I also didn't realise that I was looking into the empty spaces. Then he said, " why do you look so sad? Cheer up! ". And I was like " what? "

" Cheer up! Don't be upset. Just move on "
" What are you talking about? "
" Just move on, I've been there too. Some people will enter our life, but are never meant to stay. Focus on your studies and forget about him. "
" My god, What the heck you're talking? "
" You're really ego "
" pfffftt.. your girl friend is leaving already! " (she walked out of the door already)
" Nevermind, just let her go, she will come back, eventually "
" So, cheer up and move on ok? ok? ok? "
" Ok ok..so just go "

I don't really believe in his sincerity, cause he's the clown type..
But what he said quite touched my heart.

Yesterday, when I was about to sleep...I can't sleep cause I kept thinking about him. Forgive him or not. Hate him or not.
I did cry a little thinking about those cause I was confused..really confused.

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Some other days ago (few months ago), my another friend asked my to moved on too. I wasn't really in a good mood at that time. Maybe I was sleepy or something...or sad? I don't know. Suddenly he came to me (he sits behind me), and said, " C'mon, cheer up and move on!  If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you ."
He's a really funny guy, and I never take his words seriously.
But I shall not deny, that he had supported me quite a lot.

In our maths class, he used to say funny cheesy stuff. He used to sing songs to me. He used to help me in maths. We were really closed. We treated each other like brother and sister, since he's really close with my cousins who are like brothers to me.
Then, he has a girl friend, and I kinda put a distance between this friendship cause who knows his girl friend is the jealous type..pffftt..

Thank you guys for supporting me. And I will really try my best to let that jerk go. I will try my best to cheer up too. Thank you =') I love y'all.