Thursday, September 20, 2012

fuckin' Judgements

*sigh* so, I guess this is the only place where I can let go my anger and thoughts without hurting them...well...unless they read my blog >.>

So, I have this friend, Cam who thinks that she's a perfection or something! Everything anyone does, she'll judge!
JUDGE! JUDGE! JUDGE!
Well, who do you think you are?!

First#
It was last year, I was trying hard to save my cellphone's credit cause I'm starting to get broke. Plus, I recharge my phone credit, with my own money! Those money that I saved! So, to those who sent me a direct text..what I mean direct is:
1) not a question text
2) not an opinion text
3) whatever....
I won't reply! What's the use of replying those text when they give you a fact or something -.-"
And damn! Wanna know what she said? Of course you do!

" HAHAHA! A village girl! "


I have a question : so what?

Cam and my friend, Venus were laughing so hard like what Cam said won't offend me...so yeah, I 'laughed' with them...just to hide the fact that I was offended...

Second#
This happened few weeks ago, in school, in my classroom, L6-4. We're sitting in groups, ready for the teacher to call out our names for attendance. There were 6 of us in that group. Then, we noticed that 4 out of 6 of us, our watches are white in colour. Two of my friends, Ada and Lindsay had the same brand watch, that is Ice, but different design.
Then, Cam asked Lindsay where did she buy that watch. And Lindsay said that it's her sister (who studied in UK) bought it for her.
Out of the blue, Cam said that Ada's watch is unoriginal and WTF?!?! she LAUGHED at the statement! I mean, seriously, GROW UP! Ada was obviously hurt, but decided to take is as a joke and joked about it. I just shut up, cause I was shocked, angry and confused! I just couldn't understand how could Cam laughed at it!

" That's unoriginal! It's fake and copyrighted! hahahaha! "

" No, not copyright. But copy paste! haha..."

I have a question: so what??

Then, we all dismissed or is it the another day... I asked Ada how did she feel cause, even it wasn't me, I just can feel the pressure. She told me that she's okey cause she did joked around with the cousin, Alan, about the watch...but I don't know what or how did they joked about it..

Third#
It happened just now at school! I kept rolling my eyes! Dammit! How I wish I could stand up for them....I'll wait when it's time! I SWEAR!
My friend, Jaden was bored during break time at school. We have this group called 'CTs' and we always hang out together at our meeting point. There were 2 bench side by side, where the chairs are screwed with the bench. *I made myself confuse too! No worries if you don't understand HAHA!
The point is, he put his legs at the edge of the chair and then they slipped or he did it on purpose and blah3...
Then, Cam got annoyed and started scolding....or in other words, started to use words to hurt people's feelings...
I can't really remember the whole conversation....but I can clearly remember...

" Those are cheap shoes! "

" Well, I'm not rich and I don't have big house your you do.."

I have one question : so what???

Then, WTF?? She got mad! HA-HA! I mean, c'mon Cam!!! You didn't notice that you've hurt a lot of people..and everyone that you think is bad or selfish...THEY ARE JUST REFLECTING WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO THEM!  Wake up!! You've not a pity as you sound, you know.. I don't feel sorry to you. Every time, I have to secretly apologise to the ones that you've hurt. I just don't have hatred to build up..

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I seriously wish that one day I will say these to your face.. to wake you up! If you started to hate me, I appreciate that, cause I know I've said it right..

" So okey, okey.. You have your Adidas bag which I believe is original. Your school shoes are original too...ohh! Are they even made from croc skin? Your stationery, they're not simply Pilots or Fiber Castle, aren't they? Yeah, I'm being sarcastic! You might be laughing now, you might think it's god damn funny, but you have no idea how many people you've hurt! There's already so many people against you!! If you don't change, there will be more people hating you! So shut up and when you got home, lock yourself in your room and think about that I've said! And if you got into your senses, come back and apologise to the ones that you've hurt! If you don't know who they are, I'll tell you! "


" Do Not Create Happiness By Hurting Others " - my dad

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