Thankyou Avril!

Today, I wanna write about Avril Lavigne, who has been my idol for 5 years..and this year is the 6th year. I grew up listening to her music..
I remember, when I was around 7 or 8 years old, there's no such thing as laptop and internet for me.. but, I have a radio....a radio that belonged to my mum...
I listened to songs that belongs to Evanescence, Linkin park, Britney Spears,Westlife and Avril Lavigne!!

It was 'Complicated' and 'Sk8ter Boy' that kept on playing on the radio....
Was too dumb and young to understand the lyrics..but, I was having fun with my sister and cousins! I didn't even know the song title and the artist back then.. We sang rubbish..hahaha!! I love being a child again...

Last year, my teacher had this lil program called 'Show and Tell'...
My friends talked bout their fav artists, like Bruno Marz... Some talked bout their hobbies, their collections and all...
And I decided to talk bout Avril Lavigne!! It didn't really work out well ='( cause I was nervous and everything that I had in my mind just..*poof* I showed them, my 'Avril Poster' (I only have one..*sob*) and my collections of her CDs...

It was 2006, when I first bought this laptop (the one I'm using right now -.-), my cousin helped me to put some songs and videos into this laptop..and tadaaaaaa!!! I quickly then fell in love with the song 'Complicated' eventhough it was a lil bit too late... So, yeah...all these time it's Avril Lavigne... And there was  (my laptop has been formatted) her songs ' I'm With You', 'Losing Grip' and 'Sk8ter Boi'.. when I know how to use the internet.....it is all mine!!! hahaha!

Her songs are not just music and lyrics....
They are real and deep.....
Especially the ones that my life is connected to her song lyrics... =')

" Who knows what could happen? Do what you do just keep on laughing. If one is true, there will always be a brand new day"

" I don't know who you are but I'm with you "

" I tried to believe you, but I don't "
" Tomorrow is a different day "

" Her feelings she hide. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's falling behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's falling from grace. She's all over the place."

" I'm small and the world is big, but I'm not afraid of anything "
"All I need to know is I can breathe "

" It's innocent, it's brilliant. I hope that it will stay.....cause I need you now "

" The truth isn't far behind me, you can't deny "
" Reality overcomes me, I'm living a lie "

" When you walked away, I count the steps that you take "

" Everybody hurts someday, it's okey to be afraid "

" Wipe your tears and put up your head "
" I know, it's hard to be stuck with people that you love, when nobody trusts "

" I cried a little bit, you died a little bit "

These are the parts in her songs that I love......so far I can remember ^^ So, thank you, Avril for everything! Because of you and your songs, I found a part of myself that I don't understand...

" Why should I care what people think of me? I am who I am and who I wanna be"