I know,
It hurts to fall.
It hurts to lose.
It hurts to know the truth.
It hurts to being used.
It hurts to be betrayed.
It hurts to love.
It hurts to hate.
It hurts to trust.
It hurts to care.
It hurts to let go.
It hurts to feel broken.
It hurts to breathe...
We are all, everyone, not you yourself, are born to lose, are born to fall, are born to be broken and all...
Believe it or not, those are the reasons why we are still here, why are we still standing on this ground...even all of our own..
Believe it or not, those shits made you stronger..
Believe it or not, those shits made you wiser...
When we fall and lose ourselves, c'mon, stand up with all the courage you have. Don't wait for anyone to pick you up, they might lose their grip and let you fall. So, stand up with your own feet, like you did when you were little. Your parents were there to tell you it's alright...but they did not help. Why? Cause they've been where you are now. They know that someday you will fall...
When we know the hidden truth, the truth that we're being used and betrayed. It hurts like flames burning in your open heart. That shows that they're not the one cause they are not good enough for you.. Grow up. Don't let them to drag you down again. Do not do the same for revenge, instead, do the opposite. Treat them good, treat them sincerely nice. oh, and do not forget to smile, always! even though you have to fake them, just smile!!
It hurts to love, cause you're just afraid that you're not good enough and you're the reasons for their tears. No, you're wrong! Be yourself, don't try to change just because you think you're not good enough. God created you unique. If you're the reason for their tears, appreciate that, cause they cared for you. You made mistakes, but it's okey. No one says that you're born perfect. But learn from your mistakes and do not repeat them. Chances are hard to find.
It hurts to hate, especially the ones you care for. They hurt you, you feel broken. You hate what they did to you. You wanna get over them, by hating them. But it seemed you kept for giving them because of those sweet memories of you all being together. Do not hate, because when you hate, you lose! but what do you have to do? Simple! Appreciate what you had with them, and keep them as memories. Start look at the bright side. I know, it's easier to just fall to the dark side, but c'mon, try!
"It took years to gain a trust, but seconds to break it"
Yes, this quote is true, isn't it? You may trust a person, but never try to give them all your trust. Because in this world, only you can trust the person when you're standing in front of a mirror, that is you. People normally trust someone who is beautiful, better, greater and all.. but what you see, are they just images or their soul? If you trust so much, it will break you as much as you trust that person. so, think about it before its's too late..
When you cared about someone so much, it is really hard to let go. Because you're just afraid to forget and lose what you had with that person. You're just scared. You wanna keep them as part of your memories, but you did not let go..not matter how much lies you told yourself that you've let go. Stop telling those lies! Make what you said happen! Just recall everything you had with that person, for one last time, then let go..
Because your happiness weren't theirs, don't let them to take away your happiness from you!
Because you will find yourself when you let go.
Because your happiness is when you are strong to let go.
Because your friends and families want you back.
You are broken, but no one seemed to fix you. Fix yourself! Believe in yourself. Believe that you're not weak. You may need some help from your friends or families. Let them help you. Listen to them. They're just putting the broken pieces of your soul together, but it's you to fix yourself with your believes.
Sometimes, we never wish to live, cause it hurts to breathe.
Have you ever try to end your life?
Have you ever feel so tired that you wanna stop breathing?
Have you ever wanna scream so loud that the world would listen to your pains?
I know, it's a yes, yes and a yes. But do look at the bright side. One day you'll understand why. Do not let the worthless things to bring you down. Keep breathing! Keep searching for the light in your dark box. There will be surprises if you win to fight! Do it step by step. You don't have to rush. It is like when you were little, you'll get surprises when you get good results in class or when you win at a running competition.
This is all I wanna say. I've been all these shits.
But I really wanna thank my friend, Joy, for helping me with what I've suffered for those blinding years.
He had hard times in helping me cause I never wanted to listen. But then, I tried to open my eyes.
I'm not completely healed yet, I still break down and question God when I recalled the hurtful past.
But I know I'm stronger.
I will be strong enough to get through all those shits... I BELIEVE.
If I can. Why can't you? We're the same.
We're made from flesh and blood...
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