13/4/13
So yeah, we'd texted for 1 week and now he'd stopped replying. We only texted once per day..and now not even one anymore. I wanna ask whether he's busy or what shits...but I'm really scared that he'll find me annoying. I kept thinking if I'm really nothing anymore? Not even a friend? When things like this happen, I tend to figure out what I'd done wrong. What have I written that made him doesn't wanna reply.
Help me, please tell me what to do..
It hurts.... It's killing me.. I'd promised to God that I will move on after meeting him and talked to him..and yeah, my wishes are granted after 2 years and I need to move on. Trying to let go and move on, pretending like I don't give a damn on anything, killed me and stabbed me deeper.
I have so much to tell him, but I swear I will only tell those words I wanna say just right before I'm gone.
I've planned to leave Brunei and continue my futher studies abroad. I don't know how long will it take.
And I hope that he's happy with his decision.. if he doesn't reply today.. It means everything is over, cause waiting hurts every single soul. I don't know.... I just don't know. I hope he's happy, that's all.
I'm fed up!
3/5/13
Now I'm giving you space that you wanted. I've deactivated all my accounts because of you. I'm scare of another heartache cause you kept ignoring me. I've stopped going to the place where I know I'll see you. So, if this is what you've wanted... just pretend that I never exist if you wish. I have no control of that ^^ Tell me of you're ready to see me or talk to me again.. =)
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