I apologise that I didn't really update my blog. I'm buzy with my assignments and facebook =p
And since yesterday, I'm not feeling well....in the inside =/
I have been ignored by someone..seriously, I have no idea what faults did I do. I wanna text him but I'm scared that I'll make the situation worst!
I'm already stressin' out on my friends behaviors, and suddenly I lose my trust on my besties.. and now he ignored me and I don't have a clue why..
Day by day, everything seems worse..I don't know if I can get through them all. I know I have to let go. But even if I do, those things will kept coming. I'm running in circle...never ending....
And I also didn't have time and mood to update my 'second day of orientation'... hope I will be okey soon. At school, I can't really focus on my studies, thinking of those stuff..dammit! I used to be a top student in school...during primary and lower secondary. But everything turned upside down. I met this guy and yeahh..I liked him cause he's different...until.....I found out that he's the same with all the other guys out there. We're so close for only freaking 2 months, I felt like I'm the happiest girl at the time...but it lasted for 2 months only. Then everything changed when he knew that I liked him and when he met new friends. He IGNORED me as well. And I don't know why...until today. I tried to talk to him, I tried to ask him. But he always IGNORE my questions. It's been 2 years..and the last time we talk through texting was September 2011. And our friendship ended that day as well.
Now, there's this guy, who IGNORED me as well and I don't know why. huhh....I haven't really moved on from my previous crush and now this guy is making my life worst...
I'm begging you, please stop these shits... =/
I hope everything is gonna be okey... I hope I'm strong to get through all these... I hope I won't have to face these as well................
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