L6-9, China Town

Hiiiii!! I just wanna share a funnayhh storayh of what had happened just now. I'm quite sleepy right now, and do forgive me if there's typo or bad English..


It's funny where MOST(not all) of the non-muslims always grouping in the registration class, L6-9 during our 25mins break and 1 hour lunch break. It's comfortable to be there. No, we're not racist, but it's just comfortable to be with our own kind, plus most of them are my old classmates from elementary school..


10 girls and 2 boys~


Angie, Sera, Vivien, LinLing, MayLing, Van(me), Yihan, Adrian, Fook and perhaps Rab, Shereen and MeeLi..
I can be myself when I'm with them! =) that's why I love it!


Just now, during luch break, my friends, Jun and Halim went into the classroom (L6-9)..I have no freaking idea why, then suddenly Halim said 'woahh..china town!'


and yeahh, everyone laughed. Except Sera...i guess.. cause she didn't really understand what he meant. She asked me, "why? are we that noisy?" "no! it's because here, almost all of us are non-muslims..."


And after a few minutes later, a group of guys..their 'gang' (where 90% or them are slightly bald, because of a stupid agreement) came in and asked "who's the boss?" but of course it's just a joke! AHHA! No one answered them.. and then Vivien said "what's up? wanna find faults?" "woahh...owh, so you're the boss?"*pretending to pull up the sleeves.
"no..that one...that one's the boss"*pointing to Fook who's playing with his phone LIKE A BOSS..and since he's the tallest as well.
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"huhh? why me? I mean what happened?" poor Fook...Too focus to 'be a boss'


After that, the silly guys went out and purposely leave one of them in our grouping area, and they pushed the door close, so that he won't be able to go out. HAHA!!
"you have to ask permission from 'the boss' then, you're allowed to get out"
and he put his hands together, acting as if he's a humble-ish victim.. hahahaha!!
I almost burst at that time HAHA!!


So, tadaaaa!! that's all im gonna share..hehe! I apologise if there's mistakes...wait, i bet there are mistakes...

Coming back home

Hi guys!! =)
Now, I'm watching videos of 'soldiers coming back home'. it's really sad to see how their children missed them so much, yet I'm happy to see how they came home safely and surprised their love ones. I admit, I'd broken down watching that video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkGzqpGx1KU

"I miss you, dad"
"I miss you too"

I'm feeling really grateful that I do not have to live the life where my love ones will be coming home or not. I really am...

For those who've father worked as a soldier at war,
Please be strong and,
Have faith in God.
You may pretend that you do not care.
You may hide your feelings,
You may hide your tears,
You may not say the words you've dying to,
But your father knows what's going on inside you..

I understand the time when you're confuse,
Weather to cry or remain tough on the outside.

But remember,
If he doesn't walk into the house's door ,
His home is already in your heart.
He saved lives,
He saved the country,
And he will always be remembered...

=) I'm saying what I'm really feeling inside. And I mean every words that I've said..

I've tried

hi!! =)
so yeahh, I was really buzy since Thursday.. my schedule was really full...let's see...
Thursday; played badminton with my friends at school till 4pm
Friday; Gonna go to the public library to help my friend who's gonna sit for his 'o' level. but cancelled
Saturday(which is today); assist a primary.6 boy in maths who is gonna sit for his PSR this year.
Sunday; gonna go to the Jerudong Beach to have the cleaning campaign.. *hope I won't be dark!!


and yeahh, all those 'tight' schedule just can't make me feel better. I've tried to talk to him, but he treated me coldly...dammit! I'm mad at,I don't know either myself or him.. I'm feeling lost now. I really am. I don't know what's right or wrong now.. but I'm too tired to play that game.. too tired to think what's gonna happen tomorrow..too tired to find the reasons...too tired to breathe...


Perhaps some of you understand what I'm feeling right now. My whole body feels heavy.....


My problems with my friends;
-some of them talk shits behind my back.. backstabbed me..created 'cool' twisted stories behind me..


My problmes with my besties;
- I have 4 besties, and 1 or 2 of them changed a lot. when she sees me, she'll pretend that she didn't, so I have to put a fake smile and cheerful voice saying 'hi!!'


My problems with him;
- urgg..i don't know what to say..i don't know what I've done to make him so upset...


Yes, I am different..maybe that's the reason why I a lot of people 'hated' and ignored me...So, I'm the bad person huh?? Maybe I deserved it....
So, I guess I am.................I don't give a damn anymore. All I want to do is, heal my feelings and moods....

I'm sorry....but please tell me what did I do...

I apologise that I didn't really update my blog. I'm buzy with my assignments and facebook =p
And since yesterday, I'm not feeling well....in the inside =/


I have been ignored by someone..seriously, I have no idea what faults did I do. I wanna text him but I'm scared that I'll make the situation worst!
I'm already stressin' out on my friends behaviors, and suddenly I lose my trust on my besties.. and now he ignored me and I don't have a clue why..
Day by day, everything seems worse..I don't know if I can get through them all. I know I have to let go. But even if I do, those things will kept coming. I'm running in circle...never ending....


And I also didn't have time and mood to update my 'second day of orientation'... hope I will be okey soon. At school, I can't really focus on my studies, thinking of those stuff..dammit! I used to be a top student in school...during primary and lower secondary. But everything turned upside down. I met this guy and yeahh..I liked him cause he's different...until.....I found out that he's the same with all the other guys out there. We're so close for only freaking 2 months, I felt like I'm the happiest girl at the time...but it lasted for 2 months only. Then everything changed when he knew that I liked him and when he met new friends. He IGNORED me as well.  And I don't know why...until today. I tried to talk to him, I tried to ask him. But he always IGNORE my questions. It's been 2 years..and the last time we talk through texting was September 2011. And our friendship ended that day as well.


Now, there's this guy, who IGNORED me as well  and I don't know why. huhh....I haven't really moved on from my previous crush and now this guy is making my life worst...
I'm begging you, please stop these shits... =/


I hope everything is gonna be okey... I hope I'm strong to get through all these... I hope I won't have to face these as well................

First day of orientation (II)

As promised, I will complete the 'song'...so here it goes:
" selamat petang, tenenene. Guru-guru tenenene. Abang kaka tenenene dan kawan-kawan tenenene. Apa khabar semua, mudahan baik-baik saja. Abang kaka senior, jangan marah-marah. tenenene! aiiii~ pakcik polis/please kami atu ehh~"
huhhh~ i NEVER complete the whole song hehe! cause i can't understand what were they seniors actually were saying o.O
and when it was time to go home, 4.45pm.............BUT.................
we have to sing the 'closing' that is:
" selamat petang, tenenene. Guru-guru tenenene. Abang kaka tenenene dan kawan-kawan tenenene. Kami mahu balik dahulu, esok jumpa lagi. Abang kaka senior, jangan marah marah~"
SOMETHING LIKE THAT...i think....


we thought that's all and all of us were relieve that we're gonna go home!
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BUT
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before going home, they (the seniors) asked the guys to walk like girls and the girls have to walk like guys.....
and blaaaaah3~


Okey..
Day1;
guys have to walk like girls, and the opposite for girls...


Day2;
guys have to walk like a chicken, and girls have to walk like a goose..
at first girls were asked to walk hands up like a monkey....seriously? -.-" wthhh?


Day3;
we were let go....weehehehe!!


Day4;
both the guys and girls have to pose cute... -.-" tha....that's....heart break....breaking.....HAHA anyway it was awesomeeee!!

First day of orientation! (I)

Hi! I'm back.. this is my third account cause i kept forgetting my account's password >.> just now i re-read my old blog...and they sounded...huh..i didn't know I used to sound so childish and pathetic! and my last update was May 2009! AHHAH!


Anyway, I wanna share my experience of being a PTET-ian for the first day, maybe it's a lil bit too late..


First, there were talks given by the principal and there's national anthem and our new school anthem. The singers that were sang both the anthem were actually nice! unlike some, the singers sounded so weak and out of tune..


Everything happened so fast. As our parents feet just got out of the school hall, the seniors ( MPPs and PGs) started to shout and scream at us.  I was like 'wthhh? im not ready yet..' but before that my ex-add.maths sir (at Sufri) told us to get ready and not to cry....Then we were asked to gather according to our own squad. My squad is Squad.F! and then, the seniors ask the squad.A to arrange the chairs..after that my squad leader asked my squad to help. but NONE of my squad people move! and i was like ' should i help or not?' i looked from the left to the right. but then my friend (who used to be my ex-classmate in my high-school, Sufri Bolkiah) was also like me. so both of us decided to make a move. Unfortunately, only the both of us help which I'm quite proud of myself. i'm saying 'unfortunately' because i was thinking if they'll be scolded or not. I bet they were frozen by all those shouts and screams HAHA!


After everything's clear, we have to line up according to our own squad too. I've made a few friends cause we're still shy. Imagine 5 years of being at a girl school, and suddenly I have to change my attitude? so, where was I? oh! then our squad leaders will tour guide us around the school, just in case the ones who didn't have the chance to join PTET open day.. Yes, i admit, we were walking too slow...I was too think why did the students in front of me walked so slow, then BOOOM!! My male squad leader shouted which shocked all squad juniors..duuuhhh~ so yeah, they were touring us and were talking as well, they discipline is too. We have to greet every single teachers that passed by and the school cleaners too. the funny part was we met the school cleaners, and my squad leader asked us to greet them..but everything was a chaos, cause the malays greeted in their own way and the non-muslims....it's impossible for us to say their greetings..so yeah >.> and they cleaners were just laughing..HAHA! pheeew~


oh! then we were asked to do this funny song:
" selamat petang..nenenene~ guru-guru..nenenene, abang kaka nenene dan kawan-kawan nenene......" I CAN'T REMEMBER!!! omg!!!!!!!!!! -.-"
i will post it on my next post...i will try to ask my friends whose brains won't be as rusty as mine! T.T
and the song has it's opening and closing..so yeah we have to sing when the orientation starts and ends....


Ofcourse there's a lot of complains from the juniors.....until the next day. Luckily the second day of orientation was 2x better...i guess...
but everything worth a lot!!~