Crush crushed.

Hey there, every budeyhhh!!! =D

I'm fine, thank you! Pfft...as if you would ask =P

I'm just here to share about what I'm feeling recently. Oh Goshh.... wai wai wai... =/

I'll be in university (I hate this!) on 4th of August! =D <--- fake happiness. duhh...
and we had this orientation for a week, starting form 20th and ended at 26th of July.

AND

AND

ANDDDDD....

I have this secret crush (well, of course it's a secret...but not anymore?) on this guy! hahaha!
I never knew he exists or will be in this uni with me..until on 23rd July..we had this 'fun' ice breaking activities. I saw him passing by...this god damn far away tho. But he just caught my attention. LOL.

Sadly, we weren't in the same group. hmmmp! =/ But luckily we aren't in the same group or I'll be nervous as hell. And my shivering body( yuppp! It's was cold!) would stop shivering! hahaha! I bet you know how it feel when you see someone you....like?

Okey...then, everyone was about to go home..they're waiting to be picked up cause everyone's too lazy to drive~
And there he was standing like 30 meters away from me? D'= hahaha!

He's tall. Has dark hair. Doesn't look like a typical Bruneian. Hot (keke!). Doesn't look like one of those desperate guys. Doesn't look like one of those flirty guys....ohh..wait...... =X

I remember, it was on the 25th. When I was talking with my friends, laughing like shits. I turned and looked across..I mean on my left.. I saw him. He looked at me (?), smiling. !@*&@! How I wish? ='/ I hope he's not smiling at my friend HAHAAH! xP

Hmmp!! Idk what to think right now haha!
I have to keep telling myself my purpose of coming here. I'm here for revenge.

Revenge to those people who made me be so down.
Revenge to those people who looked down on me.
Revenge to those people who drowned me!!!!
.
.
.
.
.
.
I remember, it was love that lift me up...and it destroyed me. So, idk if I can hold on to this?

There's a problem again. Religion.
I don't mind (I guess). But my ancestors do...
It's hard..it's hard.

hmmppp! =/

I'm feeling sooo insecure right now.

Mix emotions right now. Hey, don't judge me yet. You've never knew what I've been through.
I'm sober now...I believe I am. I don't wanna go back to the past where shits get rough.

I believe some people understand these mix emotions of mind right now. haha!

I guess that's all. I know you're bored reading already.

BYES! hugs and kissesssssssss!! muahh!