It was a tiring day, standing under the burning sun. So when I when home, I did whatever i will normally do. Eat and sleep. As I was taking a nap/sleep for 2 hours, suddenly I dreamt about him. Yes, I wish and not wish, to see or meet him today. I really wanted to, but I'm scared. I really was.
I dreamt that my and my friend, S were in a shop when we met him there. To my surprise, he actually worked there, but I thought he was suppose to be at his school which is one hour away from town.
In the reality, he told me that he'll graduate this year. He decided to continue for a degree though.
So, the me in my dream was like what is he doing here? And yada yada yada, I've forgotten some, cause I don't know how I actually have the guts to talk to him. Actually, I was there smiling and blushing, feeling nervous and all, cause he's talking to me, when in reality, he ignored me. Pretending to actually talk to me, but only reply once or twice, and poofff...there he went away.
So, it was kinda amazing when he talked to me (in my dream). He told me that he was actually waiting for me to call him and all. I looked at him. I looked inside him. I feel wanted and love, like I used to when we were ermm...unofficially dating?
I was smiling and my friend, it was her first time seeing the guy that I loved and cared so much. I remembered, she was smiling too. He was behind me, watching us leave. I was seriously happy and blushing all the time.
I remembered, looking back at him and he was doing his work and singing randomly. I remembered I was thinking, " wow, he changed a lot ", cause he looked stronger and hotter HAHA! He was wearing black.
And I don't know how, I just woke up..
It was just a dream.
I didn't get to see him today? But he's in my dream. He USED TO be the person in my dream.
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