That stupid maniac that scares me to death!!

Woootsuup people! Imma wanna post bout a maniac that was about 100m away from my house that day (which I couldn't really remember when...I think it happened on 7th may). andddd...yeah...100m away from my house, what I'm trying to say it...well...my house, I mean my granny's house is on top of the hill and in front of this house is a ermm... it's called 'OG Complex' anyway.. --"

It was earlyyyyyyyyyyyy in the morning and that morning I will be having my Pure Maths exams (i think) and I went to the window to breathe in freashhhhhhh air with morning dew blah3..then there's this maniac. He was sitting in front (100m) away from me and there's something really reallyyy...I really mean reallyyyyyy wrong with what he's doing. His posture and body language --"

Oh ya, the shops are all closed and he was sitting in front of one of the Indian shops and directly facing my granny's house... =s

So I just looked a him, kept looking at him and it was really reaaaaalllly wrong... the more I look at him, the wronger he is (I know that word doesn't really exist, I think HAHA). I can't really see what he was doing(my eyes have degrees..the heck I'm talking..), that is why I kept looking..I mean staring --" Cause you know what? His hands were in his pants and doing something damn inappropriate..he was like playing/scratching/whatever with his **** --" what a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... so when I realised, I quickly looked away and when inside my house. I told my sister to peek at him, just in case I see it differently. So she did and told me that there's just a guy sitting there --" and I asked her to take a look again ( I didn't mean anything bad here! helloooo!!) andddd..so she did and laughed about it...so did I. I swear it was a nervous laugher cause we have to go to the bottom of the hill to wait for the bus to pick us up. T.T

I went to tell my mum about it cause I was scared... and yeah, my dad was still sleeping zzZzZZz..SHE SAW IT TOO! Then she told my granny's maid about it...then, here's the scary part..so told my mum that just before I was him sitting in front of the shop..I mean the 'complex', he called her..bout she stood what she was standing cause...I don't know..he looked scary perhaps? o.O

" heyy! heyyy come here! I wanna give you something! It's nice, do you want it? "

IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN --"

^@*^!@^&NUSIW@^&*YWET^&B!!! the fuckkkk he's talking about?!

so when I got home from school (which I sometimes find school is a safer place =( ) I asked my dad about the maniac and my dad told me that he chased that shitty maniac away which he really did. The maniac ran damn fast, he's like a sprinter. and my dad said that one day he will have that maniac in his hands..awww~ AHAHAH!!

and sooooooooooooo... THE END.

But honestly, Brunei is becoming a scary place... I used to think Brunei, my home is the safest place I can be..but..... =(

Here's To Never Growing Up - Avril Lavigne

Soooooooooo yayyyyyyyyyy!!! Avril has released her first single music video yesterday (9/5/13) x) and omgggggggg!! I love loveee loveeeee the song and the music video!

Those fans kept complaining about the old and new Avril..and *BOOOOM* the old Avril is in the MV! haha! damnnnn x) she looked 17! So, Avril has only changed her style and taste, but Avril is always Avril, my idol =) FOREVAAA YOUNG

And ohhh!! There's Evan Taubenfeld! Her ex-guitarist, but they're always best friend even though..... =')
I've been finding a boy best friend who will stick and hang around, being crazy with me...and act like lovers....and don't give a damn to look stupid........and I haven't found one ='/ sad heh? haha!

Avril Lavigne is indeed forever young =)

here's her music video: WATCH IT!!!!! x)

ghttp://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=sXd2WxoOP5g

If......

You never wanted me in your life, do you? I've felt grateful when I was able to see your face, but I hate your sad eyes cause they told me that you need me to motivate and help you. When I tried to, you kept pushing me away. It hurts to fall onto the ground and kept raising up.. those bruises, I'd hid them so you'll see how strong I am without you all these fuckin years, and I don't need you at all!
The truth is, I miss you and I need you for your advice and courage to help to to get through these tough life..
Yes, I've pushed you away, cause..

And just now when I was in the car,I kept thinking and thinking..I did that everyday and it was really torturing. I was still think why you left me all of a sudden. I knew and always do that we've been friends and will always be, but the truth is I............ I'm sorry.
So, I realised those words 'Triangle :)' and 'You happy, I'm happy :)' wasn't even for me..haha! It was such a shame.. It was for the girl you'd dated, the one who entered your life before I did, isn't it? You missed her, don't you though you rejected her and then after a few months she's with someone else.
I still remember, you told me that luckily you didn't accept her..which mean you'd liked her.. and yeah.. that's where 'Triangle :)'  and ' You happy, I'm happy :)' fitted in..

I'm really sorry if I thought you wanted me to be in your life when you never really did. Maybe I was only there to erase all your memories with her and perhaps, that's just my role in your life. I think I've done my job.

But I really need to know the reason(s) why? Why do you even say.....when you NEVER MEANT THEM AT ALL!!! I really wanna know why you'd have those guts to do what you've done? I want the answers from you..
Please, please...cause I really can't move on. I swear I really can't eventho I've tried. I really have tried ='/
I've tried to find some stupid reasons so that I can hate you too, but it always, ALWAYS end up as forgiveness.
've been crying tears that you will never see... I've got back up again to find the answers...

So, would you help me for one last time? Perhaps, you're...YOU'RE JUST CRUEL! ='/ Please stop torturing me and let me go so that I can do the same