Really................... but what can I do? What am I to her?
I've hated the word BEST FRIEND since I was younger....and I hate it now.
Damn, I almost broke down just now...cause......I'm just disappointed haha! I hope I'll forget everything by tomorrow cause I think I'm gonna meet her (by chance) at school..
It was 2011, her blog stated, the guy that she liked, likes someone else.... M is his 'name'
And I NEVER, EVER, EVER knew bout that..... what? I thought best friends are suppose to y'know... She knew bout Jerry, the guy I........ whatever.
I mean, I really, really couldn't understand. It's 2013 now, and I...... hahahaha!! It's hilarious isn't it?
Perhaps, past should be past.... but I still think I can be trusted to hold her 'secrets'?
I've been expecting too much...
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Who am I? I couldn't believe what I've just read. haha! If only I go to the kitchen to eat, rather than reading her blog... (I didn't stalk, blogs are meant to be read. PLUS, SHE DIDN'T BOTHER)
I wouldn't want to talk to her for this mean time.... childish much? Well F U, like I care.
She has lots of problems, especially her family problems. I really hope she can make it through...
But I hope to talk to her, someday... not just bout the things that I think I should know, and I didn't know until today.....but everything.....about.......
I just don't wanna bother her since she's not that strong at this moment.....
Just the matter of time I guess.
HAHA! what the fuck am I talking bout??? I bet I'll forget everything after I had my sleep..gawdd! =D
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