Heyy yaww!
I'm here to tell a funny short story. It happened yesterday (24.5.14)...children's day.
My primary 1 students kept following me everywhere I go. It was tiring having to talk and answer their endless questions. T.T They would hug me with their sweaty...erm...sweat? haha! I was gross.. x( sorry..... There were a lot of my favorite students by my side at that time...from primary 1 to 4...the classes that I taught.
One of my primary 1 students, Vivi..suddenly she was idk..she just looked at me. Usually, everytime whenever she saw me, she would go " Hi Teacher vanessaaaaaaaa..". She did at first, and then she just looked at me. face frowned.
After that, the students had what's it called. The one that you'll jump in a sack. Jump. Jump. Jump! Vivi and her friends came to me. Then, Vivi told me "teacher, why many students like you? I don't like it. I cried just now." hahahaha!
I was like, "what the heckk..." I feel annoyed, but at the same time, I feel bad. ahhaha! Kids.. =) I was like that too when I was a kid. She reminded me of me.
Okey...after that...wait, this part isn't funny anymore..lol..
I was helping and watching and standing for 3 hours..and then, I got hungry. Plus, I wasn't me who'll be in charged. So, I'd taken a break with my friends. After that, I went up to the office to have some air-cond. ahah!
While I was resting, rather than looking at shits, I marked my students' books. I was then about 30minutes only I've rested.
Then, this teacher..she came up and said," vanessa, why aren't you helping? Why weren't you down there? Stop marking, you weren't suppose of mark the books. Today, we have to be down there (to the field)". I was like.....If only you fuckin' knew. Rather than arguing with her, I just nodded my head and went out. Don't wanna say much, since I'm gonna quit reaaaaaaaal soon! x'D
It was fun working there, but you'll get bullied sometimes cause you're new. So, yeah.... =)
I really hope that my students could get real great grades and show her my efforts. In her face!
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Thursday, May 22, 2014
How?
Yaw guys! Imma is backkk! It's been a while. So, umm..I'm feeling really great right now cause tomorrow is Friday! =D in Brunei, Friday and Sunday are holidays.
Which means, I won't be teaching. Plus, on Saturday, there will be sports day. it'll be fun...I hope x( I'll be darkER T.T shieeeeettttt!!
Recently, I found out there are quite a lot of students that like me and quite a lot of students that dislike me too! HAHAHA!
Some of them said my class is boring, some said it's fun.
Some of my students have really improved a lot! Like one of my students, Michelle is her name. She is in Primary/Year 3, but she doesn't know how to spell Primary/Year 1 words..like 'food', 'month' and so much more. Now, she would come to the front with 2 of her other friends (they are slow learner as well). I'm quite happy with it cause I knew instantly that I've done the right thing. Whenever Michelle sees me, she would hug me. I don't really like it tho..haha! but I appreciate it A LOT! =D
Some of them would always help me..they are like my allies. HAHAHA! 'My allies' really helped me a lot! LOVE THEM!
All the Primary/ year 1 students are about 6-7 years old. Primary/Year 3 --> 8-9 years old. Primary/Year 4 --> 9-10 years old.
Yeah, I'm teaching these classes.
There's this girl, Clare, Primary/ Year 1, she called me 'mama' hahaha! She would ask, "can I follow you?" or "can I touch your hand?" Sooo innocent and cute, but I don't really like it too. I allowed her to do so tho, IF she's not naughty..hmm.. --"
Vivi, Primary/ Year 1 too, she would always tell me she likes me and she would tell me that I'm pretty and all.. LOL!
Arsh, my favorite boy! Primary/ Year 1, he sang for me when I asked him too. Thinking of it, still makes me happy! haha! x'3
Waie, my favorite student, he is kinda ADHD-ish..for me tho. You can't scold him, cause he won't listen, but if you talk to him nicely, he'll do what you said. He's really cute. He's like a mummy boy and keep needing attentions. He'll do weird noises when he's bored or when he need your attentions. All his friends love him, but he's reaaaaaaaaaaaaally pain in the neck.. I still love him a lot.
Stepy, from primary/Year 4, she gave me this...the first or second month I worked as a teacher.
Inside, it was written "Teacher Vanisah, you are a great teacher!" LOL...she spelled my name wrongly...as how I pronounced her name wrongly HAHA! we're even!
I think that's all. The bad one, which sometimes really wanna make me fcking curse or strangle them, I don't feel like telling at all. Or maybe I will, but next time.
BYES! =D HAVE FUN READING!
Which means, I won't be teaching. Plus, on Saturday, there will be sports day. it'll be fun...I hope x( I'll be darkER T.T shieeeeettttt!!
Recently, I found out there are quite a lot of students that like me and quite a lot of students that dislike me too! HAHAHA!
Some of them said my class is boring, some said it's fun.
Some of my students have really improved a lot! Like one of my students, Michelle is her name. She is in Primary/Year 3, but she doesn't know how to spell Primary/Year 1 words..like 'food', 'month' and so much more. Now, she would come to the front with 2 of her other friends (they are slow learner as well). I'm quite happy with it cause I knew instantly that I've done the right thing. Whenever Michelle sees me, she would hug me. I don't really like it tho..haha! but I appreciate it A LOT! =D
Some of them would always help me..they are like my allies. HAHAHA! 'My allies' really helped me a lot! LOVE THEM!
All the Primary/ year 1 students are about 6-7 years old. Primary/Year 3 --> 8-9 years old. Primary/Year 4 --> 9-10 years old.
Yeah, I'm teaching these classes.
There's this girl, Clare, Primary/ Year 1, she called me 'mama' hahaha! She would ask, "can I follow you?" or "can I touch your hand?" Sooo innocent and cute, but I don't really like it too. I allowed her to do so tho, IF she's not naughty..hmm.. --"
Vivi, Primary/ Year 1 too, she would always tell me she likes me and she would tell me that I'm pretty and all.. LOL!
Arsh, my favorite boy! Primary/ Year 1, he sang for me when I asked him too. Thinking of it, still makes me happy! haha! x'3
Waie, my favorite student, he is kinda ADHD-ish..for me tho. You can't scold him, cause he won't listen, but if you talk to him nicely, he'll do what you said. He's really cute. He's like a mummy boy and keep needing attentions. He'll do weird noises when he's bored or when he need your attentions. All his friends love him, but he's reaaaaaaaaaaaaally pain in the neck.. I still love him a lot.
Stepy, from primary/Year 4, she gave me this...the first or second month I worked as a teacher.
Inside, it was written "Teacher Vanisah, you are a great teacher!" LOL...she spelled my name wrongly...as how I pronounced her name wrongly HAHA! we're even!
I think that's all. The bad one, which sometimes really wanna make me fcking curse or strangle them, I don't feel like telling at all. Or maybe I will, but next time.
BYES! =D HAVE FUN READING!
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Where you're at.
I'm sad to know the truth, but funny, I couldn't even shed a tear.
It has dried up years ago.
It hurts deeply at first, but it doesn't anymore. Well, maybe for now.
Maybe it'll hurt like hell again when He allows us to meet.
And I am ready.
I am ready to show you that I've moved on.
Dying for your love would never benefit anyone or anything.
Loss.
I've lost you.
All those dreams I dreamt of you and I against the world,
Has shattered before me.
They're just a dream. It doesn't have to come true,
Cause I'm giving up on you,
Cause you've let me go.
Now you've dreamt to be with her forever.
Now I'm dreaming to start anew, but can I?
Am I daring enough?
Have I built enough walls, to surround me securely?
Are those walls strong and tall enough to rely on?
Four years, I've waited.
If this is the final answer, I'll accept without asking 'why'.
Four years, I'm dying to ask why are where we are.
I'm dying to ask why you'd said 'I love you' at the first place.
I'm dying to ask you why you'd said 'I love you' every night.
I'm dying to ask you why you'd left me all of a sudden.
I'm dying to ask you if we could be how we used to be.
I'm dying to ask you if you ever missed me.
I'm dying to ask you if you ever meant what you've said.
I'm dying to ask you...... "Will you promise me to be happy?"
" I can't cry for you anymore. They've dried up years ago"
" I've moved on. Won't miss you at all"
"I'm happy where I'm at now. How about you?"
"I'm glad you did what you do. You're setting me free"
It has dried up years ago.
It hurts deeply at first, but it doesn't anymore. Well, maybe for now.
Maybe it'll hurt like hell again when He allows us to meet.
And I am ready.
I am ready to show you that I've moved on.
Dying for your love would never benefit anyone or anything.
Loss.
I've lost you.
All those dreams I dreamt of you and I against the world,
Has shattered before me.
They're just a dream. It doesn't have to come true,
Cause I'm giving up on you,
Cause you've let me go.
Now you've dreamt to be with her forever.
Now I'm dreaming to start anew, but can I?
Am I daring enough?
Have I built enough walls, to surround me securely?
Are those walls strong and tall enough to rely on?
Four years, I've waited.
If this is the final answer, I'll accept without asking 'why'.
Four years, I'm dying to ask why are where we are.
I'm dying to ask why you'd said 'I love you' at the first place.
I'm dying to ask you why you'd said 'I love you' every night.
I'm dying to ask you why you'd left me all of a sudden.
I'm dying to ask you if we could be how we used to be.
I'm dying to ask you if you ever missed me.
I'm dying to ask you if you ever meant what you've said.
I'm dying to ask you...... "Will you promise me to be happy?"
" I can't cry for you anymore. They've dried up years ago"
" I've moved on. Won't miss you at all"
"I'm happy where I'm at now. How about you?"
"I'm glad you did what you do. You're setting me free"
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