Today 18/03/13, I met him again...but this time, he seemed like he'd let go of our tangled past between us. He seemed like he'd moved on......so easily. I was in agony for 2 years..and this is the third year, but slowly..I know I'm stronger. I'm glad I met a strong man...haha! but yeah, it was all over. It was just a one side love?
All those words he said to me were just jokes I guess?
I'm just glad that he did try to get close to me and my friend. I don't care what his intentions are.. I'm just glad that he's not as awkward as what everyone thought he is HAHA!
And he was about to go home, I passed by us and we looked eye to eye...but no words exchanged...I did repeat what my friend said, " you're going home? " he just nods his head... then we show his fist to aaaa what it's called? 'bum'?? 'buuuuum'??? nehh..but I bet you know when 2 friends greet with the fist.. NO NO! not fist fight ahah! but yeahh... and I showed my fist too, but then his fist turned into a 'hi-5'-ish and then used it to cover my fist? hahaha! I guess that's how we shake hands?
About my friend? Lets not talk bout it..it's not important =9 =9 hahaha!
Mie, read my tweets and she's happy for me. She told me that she's really happy knowing that I'm happy. I am happy if I'm letting all my feelings flow, but I built wall between me and him...and other people.. I hate to feel broken..well who doesn't?
She told me that she knew I wasn't the all smiley and laugh-out-loud girl at school. I was just faking it.. haha! I love her =)
And oh, I'm glad he didn't let our past and fights a reason to avoid each other, cause if he didn't make a move in the first place, I would not.. it's not because I'm a girl so I won't..but I just won't because our past still linger in my head. He's just so mature =)
I guess that's all.... I've built a wall to prevent myself to fall for him again...^^
P/S : I noticed that I've used a lot 'but' haha! thank you for reading! =p
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